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Name: lynnie
Birthday: 5/8/1965
Gender: Female


Interests: having breakfast, coffee and lunch breaks talking with friends, then reading and having quiet time
Expertise: Leading Women's Bible Studies, Book Studies and Bunco group
Occupation: stay at home Mom


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Member Since: 9/29/2006

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

He's Not So Distant

 

He’s Not So Distant

 

He’s not so distant that He doesn’t see our pain,

He’s not so distant that He doesn’t feel our pain,

He’s not so distant that He doesn’t understand our pain,

He’s not so distant that He can’t heal our pain.

 

At times He has come to earth to walk us through tough times.

He came down to close the mouths of the lions for Daniel.

He came down to stand beside the 3 Hebrews in the fiery furnace

            to keep them safe.

He came to walk along the Damascus road with Paul,

            to reveal himself as the real and living God.

He was with the disciples in bodily form as he taught them before his death.

            And when He left, He said they would never be alone,

            That He would send the Holy Spirit.

            So that He would always be near.

 

Isn’t it the same for us today?

 

But, at times He seems so far away,

so very distant.

 

But, is He?

 

We have access to Him because of the Holy Spirit

            Who guides us, directs us, trains us in righteousness.

            He fills us with His peace, His love, His hope, His purposes.

            He is always with us.

 

So, is He distant?

 

No, He isn’t so distant.

 

He is so very near.

He is as near as our heartbeat.

He is as near as our breath.

He is as near as a blink of our eye.

 

Then why is it we struggle and strain to feel His presence?

            Too many distractions,

            Too many interruptions,

            Too many things on our lists to accomplish.

   

So…

When do we get quiet with Him?

When do we take time to read His Word?

When do we take time to pray?

 

All of these activities put us right into His presence.

 

But is that the only time?

Or are we always in His presence?

 

He said in His Word that He will never leave us.

Therefore, we will never be without His presence.

 

Maybe our mind is busy with our daily activities.

But does that mean He’s left?

 

Maybe we have our thoughts on what we are doing at the time.

But does that mean He’s not near?

 

Maybe we are busy at our work.

But does that mean He’s distant?

 

He really isn’t as distant as we sometimes feel.

We may not always have our mind or thoughts on Him.

But He certainly has His thoughts on us.        

            Psalm 139:17 says, “How precious are your thoughts about me, O God!”

 

So,

He’s really not so distant, that He doesn’t see our need

for Him,

for His help,

for His guidance,

for His presence.

 

All we have to do…

Is remember…

that when we feel that pain or…

when we feel that distance…

He really is near.


Friday, February 06, 2009

25 Random things about me

1.  I am at a good place in my life right now and loving it!

 

2.  My husband and I will celebrate 24 years together in marriage next month.

 

3.  We have two teenagers!!!  Our Leslie is 17 and our Philip is 15 ½ years old.  And I am so proud of them both!!!

 

4.  I lived in New Paris my whole single life.  Once I got married, I moved a whole 5 miles away to Waterford, Indiana.  Not very adventurous am I?  But, we have taken the kids to 40 states so far.

 

5.  I was a Stay @ Home Mom for 16 years before going back into the work force.

 

6.  But, I was never bored.  I lead several groups that kept me busy…as well as raising the kids… PTO, helped in kids classrooms, Mom’s In Touch Prayer Group, Lunch Club, Bibles Studies, Chess Club, Card Club, Bunco game night, involved in a Scrapbooking group…

 

7.  I am a receptionist… so was my Mom!

 

8.  I was in the same Women’s Bible Study for 6 years.  I lead a discussion group 10 of those years.  I met a lot of neat Christian ladies.

 

9.  I accepted Christ as my personal Savior at age 14 at church camp.

 

10. When I got back from church camp I decided to break away from my 3 unbelieving friends.  I stood alone for a while.  They God blessed me with 7 Christian friends.  They have never known what a blessing they were in my life in those high school years.  Love you guys!!!

 

11. Smiley was my childhood nickname.  What people didn’t know was that I was trying to cover up the pain.

 

12. I grew up being sexually abused by various people.  I sought counseling in college.  I never told my high school friends.

 

13. I have been on a healing journey ever since.

 

14. I lead an Abuse Recovery Group for 6 years.  We went through 6 different book studies together.  I loved walking along side other ladies that were on their healing journeys.

 

15. I once had a 70 years old lady call me up and ask me to help her forgive her 90 year old mother.

 

 

16. My laughter now is genuine!!!  I love to laugh!!!  If I can bless someone with a welcoming smile, I consider it a successful day!!!

 

17. My Dad’s business burnt down when I was 10 years old.  I can still remember feeling the heat on my face while standing there watching it burn.

 

18. Strange fact:  I have 2 Uncles and 1 Aunt that are close to my age.  My grandma had my Mom at age 19 and then my Uncle at age 40, then the twins at age 42.  That is way to close to my age now!!!  Can’t even imagine that in my life right now.

 

19. I went to Grace College for a whole 1 ½ years until I got my MRS Degree… MRS. David Brown.  J

 

20. I was on academic probation while in college.  (I wonder why?)

 

21. I was threatened with defensive driving school a year after I got my license, for excessive speeding tickets.  And you all thought I was a goodie-two-shoe.  Well, maybe I was, but I did have a lead foot.  J

 

22. Dave and I literally built our house.  We only contracted out what we couldn’t do by ourselves.  Pouring of the basement walls and putting up the rafters.  We saved a chunk of change!!!  Just don’t look too close at it.  It is 20 years old and needs some maintenance.  J

 

23. I have been in 2 TV commercials and one college movie.

 

24. My favorite things to do are to spend time with my hubby and kids, as well as breakfast, coffee or lunch with friends.  I am missing some of those times with old friends.  L

 

25. My Dad is living MY dream life… retirement in Florida… yet, I think a log cabin in the mountains of Montana are calling me!!!  Big Sky Country!!!  God’s country… okay, He is everywhere.   Yet, you can’t help but FEEL Him in the majesty of the mountains!!!

 

Sorry, I got so hum drum… I did a lot of contemplating writing these.

 


Friday, August 08, 2008


Finally I have pictures!!!

This post is for you Sarah - Willowlost...   I finally have pictures to show you of myself!!!  I have photos of me in Colorado taken this last June at my WWWC Retreat.   Then there is a photo of my beautiful family here at our house this last Christmas.  Then I have some photos of the front and the back of our house... more to come as I learn how to do this.  Then, the river was so beautiful the other night that I had to take some pictures!!!

I was hoping to learn how to put these pics on this page but I think my daughter and I did figure out how to put them in my photo album.  She only has a myspace and it's familar with this xanga sight or she could have taught me so much more.  :)

 


Wednesday, March 14, 2007

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Objects of His Affection: Coming Alive to the Compelling Love of God
By Scotty Smith
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Out of the Pit!!! :)

 

It feels soooo good to be out of the pit!!!  I am finally standing on two feet on top of solid ground.  This weekend I went to our Church's Womens Retreat and we talked about friendships.  Once again I was reminded about taking good care of my relationship with Jesus first and making sure that He is # 1.  I have never really had too much trouble with it since I have desperately clung to Him since I was 14.  But somewhere more than a year ago, I drifted from that knowing.  So, it was good to be reminded to take more time to keep our friendship (me and God) alive. 

But, I was also reminded, once again, that God made us relational and that He did make us to be walking companions with others while we are on this journey in life.  I've known this in my spirit for a very long time and I have strongly lived it out.  But this last friendship that ended in my life shook me up pretty bad and I got off track with my thinking.  Especially when she said that she doesn't need friends.  You know what???  That is not true for me, nor did God create us to be an island.  So, from now on I am not going to live my life like her, I am going to live the life that God has for me to live... and that is to live my life serving Him, by loving Him first, then my family and then walking along side my friends as well.  Have you ever tried to kick everybody out of your life so that you didn't need them or depend on them too much???  I have... and it is NOT a good place to be in... and God does not want us to live that way.  My warning though, as I have learned the hard way... Make sure all other relationships flow out of your love for God.  Be sure to line up your priorities with Him first and then others.  Otherwise it could take you 8 months of hardship to learn the hard way. 



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